Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Yuup.
And so today, I drove...3 hours in total, just to see that boy.
And, i was pleasently rewarded with his cute, unexpected cuteness. =] lol.
Honestly, i don't NEED anything materialistic. But knowing that he went out of his way to go out and buy something for me makes me feel good. It let's me know that he's thinking of me and ways that might make me smile. Yes, indeed, my boyfriend is an asshole BUT, he's MY asshole. Who has those cute moments that surpass his assholeness. lol. Man o man. I'm currently a little bit more then content.
I dread that he has to go leave for his career soon. But i'm excited for him, he's anxious to go. So i'll be at home to support him and for him to come home to. I'm so proud of him. I really am. Thank you Lord for sending him into my life. yeeee beezy's =]
And, i was pleasently rewarded with his cute, unexpected cuteness. =] lol.
Honestly, i don't NEED anything materialistic. But knowing that he went out of his way to go out and buy something for me makes me feel good. It let's me know that he's thinking of me and ways that might make me smile. Yes, indeed, my boyfriend is an asshole BUT, he's MY asshole. Who has those cute moments that surpass his assholeness. lol. Man o man. I'm currently a little bit more then content.
I dread that he has to go leave for his career soon. But i'm excited for him, he's anxious to go. So i'll be at home to support him and for him to come home to. I'm so proud of him. I really am. Thank you Lord for sending him into my life. yeeee beezy's =]
Friday, January 9, 2009
New Mentality
"It's hard. We're taught that in life, we should try to look on the bright side, to be optimistic. Not in this case. In this case, look on the dark side. Assume rejection first. Assume you're the rule, not the exception. It's intoxicatingly liberating. But we also know it's not an easy concept. Because this is what we do: We go out with someone, we get excited about them, and then they do something mildly disappoints us. Then they keep doing a lot more things that disappint us. Then we go into hyper-excuse mode for weeks or possibly months, because the last thing we want to think is that this great man that we are so excited about is in the process of turning into a jerk. We try to come up with some explanation for why they're behabing that way, any explanation, no mattr how ridiculouse, than the one explanation that's the truth: He's Just Not That into You."
"relationships tend to fail because a person acts how they believe their significant other wants them to act like and there's only so long for someone to keep that up."
"relationships tend to fail because a person acts how they believe their significant other wants them to act like and there's only so long for someone to keep that up."
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Today
I love going to the library and watching people jammin out with their headphones while on the computer. Makes me smile. =] They look so stupid. =p
Been in the library for bout three hours. And i still feel like I haven't gotten anything done! gahh i hate that. School is such a time killer, it's ridiculous. But hard work pays off in the end.
Picked up two books today: Ulysses and He's Just Not That Into You. And am in the process of finishing Nights in Rodanthe. Just cause I felt like reading all of these. Where imma find time to read them all, I have no idea. lol. But i'll try. I think I need to start reading more. Keep my mind in a good condition ya dig.
Later on I got rehersal for freakin MLK celebration. Why oh why do I let myself get dragged into these commitments just to keep mother happy. gahhhh....such a pain mang.
Anywaise. This is yet another pointless rambiling blog of mine. Tryin to kill time while at the same time take a mental break.
I miss my boyfriend.
Been in the library for bout three hours. And i still feel like I haven't gotten anything done! gahh i hate that. School is such a time killer, it's ridiculous. But hard work pays off in the end.
Picked up two books today: Ulysses and He's Just Not That Into You. And am in the process of finishing Nights in Rodanthe. Just cause I felt like reading all of these. Where imma find time to read them all, I have no idea. lol. But i'll try. I think I need to start reading more. Keep my mind in a good condition ya dig.
Later on I got rehersal for freakin MLK celebration. Why oh why do I let myself get dragged into these commitments just to keep mother happy. gahhhh....such a pain mang.
Anywaise. This is yet another pointless rambiling blog of mine. Tryin to kill time while at the same time take a mental break.
I miss my boyfriend.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Winter Quarter 09
So far, it's been good.
Granted, it's only been two days since it started. And I'm such a loner at school. lol. But it's all good. I'm going to school to get an education and not to meet people. [right?]
Anywaise, he leaves in a couple of weeks. I don't know exactly when or where cause I'm not allowed to know. All i know is that i'll see him somewhere around June and to wait for calls from odd numbers. So yeaaah. I'm waiting! yuup, for the first time ever, i'm actually waiting for a guy. And i'm a faithful person, so I'm not gonna do anything to jeapordize our relationship. All i know is that it's gonna be hard. But i guess our relationship has always been a distant one. I mean, i LOVE seeing him as much as I do, but it is weird. lol. But i beleive we have a strong relationship. And am oh so thankful for him. =] Lately, it's been good with him. I do complain alot, and he puts up with it. He's an asshole a lot, but I put up with it. We owe each other somthing lol. I adore him though. Indeeed i do.
We have an agreement/bet that he can't smoke or dip until his birthday [at least] and I can't drink coffee. And believe it or not, not drinking coffee is SO HARD for me. Gahh'. But we'll see how long that lasts. haha. If he gives in...i dunno what imma do. I gotta think of something high staked so that he dosen't smoke or dip. I'm sure he'll think of something mean to do to me.
All in all, the years has taken off in a good start. =]
Granted, it's only been two days since it started. And I'm such a loner at school. lol. But it's all good. I'm going to school to get an education and not to meet people. [right?]
Anywaise, he leaves in a couple of weeks. I don't know exactly when or where cause I'm not allowed to know. All i know is that i'll see him somewhere around June and to wait for calls from odd numbers. So yeaaah. I'm waiting! yuup, for the first time ever, i'm actually waiting for a guy. And i'm a faithful person, so I'm not gonna do anything to jeapordize our relationship. All i know is that it's gonna be hard. But i guess our relationship has always been a distant one. I mean, i LOVE seeing him as much as I do, but it is weird. lol. But i beleive we have a strong relationship. And am oh so thankful for him. =] Lately, it's been good with him. I do complain alot, and he puts up with it. He's an asshole a lot, but I put up with it. We owe each other somthing lol. I adore him though. Indeeed i do.
We have an agreement/bet that he can't smoke or dip until his birthday [at least] and I can't drink coffee. And believe it or not, not drinking coffee is SO HARD for me. Gahh'. But we'll see how long that lasts. haha. If he gives in...i dunno what imma do. I gotta think of something high staked so that he dosen't smoke or dip. I'm sure he'll think of something mean to do to me.
All in all, the years has taken off in a good start. =]
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Survey; Independent - Webbie
I'm Bored; and get discracted easily
Official Rules:
1. Put your iPod or other music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Sleeping In - Postal Serivce
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Will Work For Love - Usher [haha]
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A PERSON?
Missing You - Trey Songz [kinda makes sense]
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sincerly Jane - Janelle Monae
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Number One - John Legend [it's really not, lol kinda effed up]
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
First Day of Spring - Chris Brown [aww...cute lol]
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Photographs and Memories - Jason Reeves [hmmm...=]]
WHAT IS 2+2?
Midnight Bottle - Jason Reeves & Colbie Callait
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Memories in My Eyes - Yiruma
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shooting Stars - Kelis ft. Pharell
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Just to Get By (remix) - Talib Kwali ft. Mos De
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sexy Can I - Ray J [eww...]
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Ready - Ryan Leslie
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Open Your Eyes - Dwele
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Need Love - Lloyd [hah]
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Slow Down - Bobby Valention
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Let Me Blow Your Mind - Eve
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
T-shirt - Shontelle
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
When i Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - Postal Service
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Heart Ain't a Brain - Chris Brown
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Good Life - Kanye West
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Get Silly - Soulja Boy
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
When it's Cold Outside - John Legend
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Independent - Webbie
Official Rules:
1. Put your iPod or other music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Sleeping In - Postal Serivce
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Will Work For Love - Usher [haha]
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A PERSON?
Missing You - Trey Songz [kinda makes sense]
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sincerly Jane - Janelle Monae
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Number One - John Legend [it's really not, lol kinda effed up]
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
First Day of Spring - Chris Brown [aww...cute lol]
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Photographs and Memories - Jason Reeves [hmmm...=]]
WHAT IS 2+2?
Midnight Bottle - Jason Reeves & Colbie Callait
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Memories in My Eyes - Yiruma
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shooting Stars - Kelis ft. Pharell
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Just to Get By (remix) - Talib Kwali ft. Mos De
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sexy Can I - Ray J [eww...]
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Ready - Ryan Leslie
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Open Your Eyes - Dwele
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Need Love - Lloyd [hah]
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Slow Down - Bobby Valention
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Let Me Blow Your Mind - Eve
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
T-shirt - Shontelle
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
When i Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - Postal Service
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Heart Ain't a Brain - Chris Brown
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Good Life - Kanye West
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Get Silly - Soulja Boy
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
When it's Cold Outside - John Legend
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Independent - Webbie
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