Spring Quarter 09

I can already tell that this quarter's schedule is going to suckballs.
Got statistics in the morning and chemistry afteward. Then tuesday and thursday got night class for microbiology. Fun right! lol. Well i'm kinda looking forward to it. Knowledge is power baby. haha. It's only for three months, so it's all good.

It's officially been 60 days [2months] since he's been gone. A month and a half to go of waiting. I can't wait for him to come home. I miss my best friend. So much.

But...I wanna go here again. With them again.

P.S. Scatagories is a bomb game! =] lol

Chemistry

"like matter, love can not be created nor destroyed.
It's always been there, even if you can't see it."

Happy 5 months Love of mine.
i miss you.

SPRING BREAK

YAYY! Done with Winter Quarter 09.
Such a relief! This quarter I probably worked the hardest I've ever worked. And since no distractions were available, i'm hoping that I got a decent grade. But yeaaah. Been a good week considering it's finals week. Older brother Taco had his 30th birthday, and we all had dinner at Indochin. Such a nice place. I wanna take Dan there especially cause they have honey walnut prawns. But it was a good night, always have a good time with them, fam bam. The ones who watched me grow up. yee.

Over the past weeks I've been talking to a lot of different people and some expressed their situations with their relationships. And I get so thankful for the one I'm in. I'm so lucky. I've never been in a place like the one I'm in now. Never have I ever been so comfortable and confident in myself either. And I really believe that's why I have a good relationship. I respect myself enough to know what's good for me and to not let anyone walk all over me. And we both respect each other and learn to comprimise with each other. And I don't worry anymore. Gosh, i can't express how thankful I really am. I love him. [how many times have i said this? lol]

But yeaaaah. Enjoy the pictures!

The City

"absence is to love, what the wind is to fire.
when it's a small fire, the wind kills it.
when it's a real fire, the wind intensifies it."



Our fire's burning.
lol. =p

1 down two to go

GAHHH!
So just got done with our final lab practical! Tell me why I studied HELLA but half the crap on there I didn't know! FML right now.


But only four more days until the end of the quarter...bleehhh...

No Break

FIRST. Some sexy shiet:

Sabra and D-Trix. Freakin sexy dance! mmmmm....lol


In other news. =p
I'm exhausted. I don't remember working this much for school ever. Only other thing that I've worked harder for was choir whenever we went on tour. But yeaah...i'm feelin the strain of work hittin me hard right now. Thank goodness spring break is only a week and two days away. yee. But it's crunch time right now. and i PROBABLY shouldn't even been on here. lol.
This was just a blog to blog. lol.

Ps. I love Mr.Nguyen!!

3 missed calls

I just missed his phonecalls. And he left a voicemail...sounded upset/disappointed. =[ gahh...i'm so bummed right now. Cause he feels sad and cause i missed his phone calls. I'm probably overreacting right now, but I miss him like crazy and am so sad right now.

I can't wait for him to come home and to finally jump inot his arms again and hear him say I love you. And to take naps with him in his barracks, and to go to the PX to eat nasty ass Koiboit food, and to plan trips that sound amzing knowing that we both can't do them any time soon, and talkin bout history, and coming to my house to watch a movie that HE wants to watch and then HE falls asleep...I miss those little things. I sound CRAZY! it's only been 40 days. And i have at least 4 months to go. I just don't think i'm cut out for this whole waiting thing.

Words of wisdom from a good friend of mine reminded me to stay strong cause he needs to not worry about me. So I'm gonna try even harder. Never thought it would be this hard, never thought i loved him THIS much. I think I miss him so much more because i got use to seeing him everyday after school even for just an hour. And that part of my day isn't filled with him. And I would complain to him about everything, and he'd probably be thinkin in his head, shut up! lol. No but, I miss knowing I will be able to vent to someone everyday like I did.

Just gotta wait some odd more months until I could feel whole again [soo corny, but true]. I love that boy, more then I probably should. And I know that it was random and unexpected, but aren't those moments and people the best? I think so. And people may think he's just another one of those boys I'm with, but he's never been "one of those boys". Everyother boy was. But not him. And i can say that with complete truthfullness and confidence. I love him, i love him i love him i love him...bleeh...gross!

Great Night

Last night twas a good night. =] Felt so good to be with the girls. Some of my most truest friends who i have known a majority of my lifetime. That GET me! haha. People who bring me down back to earth and who i could laugh with for hours on end and act a fool with. I missed them! We're all growing up now and on different paths and yet when we get together we're all the same and are able get away from everything for a little while. Geebus, I'm so lucky! I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

1 AM

day 36 since he's left.
whooo...i'm ok.
i miss him. FML right now.



and this is the hardest i've ever worked in my life for anything. [minus choir]
Lord, give me strength.