Pier 1

So he called again. Three days in a row. He really does make me happy. I'm not forcing it, it's not artificial, i'm not fooling myself in makin believe that these feelings are real. It IS real. I find myself trying to looks at all the flaws and I always am pessimistic and look at the bad before the good. But even the bad couldn't out weight the good. That feeling is back. And i don't ever want it to go away. I sound CRAZY! But i don't really care. lol. I'm truly blessed to have him in my life. Even if this isn't meant to last forever, I'm thankful for having the experiences and feelings that I have felt and experienced with him. I want an adventure for a life, and with him there's always something new to experience and to overcome even. I have an adventure with him and I only want it to continue. It may not be forever, but I'm going to try and make it last as long as it can.

This is different for me. I was always the person to be like, forever or nothing. And in a sense I still am like that. But now, I'm actually learning to live in the present rather then the past or worrying about the future. And as much as it shouldn't be, it is hard for me. But i'm still learning, and with him the experiences is that much better. I truly am thankful for him. And I love him with all that I got.

BUT ENOUGH of the gooshy-mushyness.
I went to Pier 1 and saw a couple cute things

Corny valentine's day card I saw. Do you get it?? it says "You are here" and then "You need to be here" haha...

Dan's Vietnamese name. "Theo" lol.

Cool table I saw. Very colorful, i thought it was cool beans.