Somtimes

i just wanna
burst at the seams and just poor my heart out to you.

but for the sake of you havin so much on your plate right now, and for the fact time makes everything better, and for the understanding that you need from me, and because i don't wanna scare you away, and i dont wanna seem like one of those girlfriends who wants all of you right now or nothing.......sorri if i've been contradictory to all of those. i'm a little lost right now, i admit, tryin to find that balance again ya know. and sorri if i havent been takin care of you lately. i just want you to smile. i just want you to smile. relax. know im here, but do your own thing. i'll always be right here. [as desperate as it may sound.]

i promise, crosses don't count, nothing counts.
i will always be right here.